.: ChiP oF ThE bLoG :.

Hey! waddup. been awhile since i last update my blog here. how you guys doing..? hahaha.. not that anyone ever read any of my entries.. hahaha..

ok.. moving on.. lets see..

updates for month of September;

1st September 2008.

it was the start of Ramadhan. Alhamdulilah, i get to fast on the 1st day. but my happiness was short lived. had my period on the second day! *shucks* but hey, all was good. on the second week however, i had my IMH posting. was posted to ward 45A. team mates include the Dumb & Dumber. only me and PL knows who we are refering to! hahahaha.. i was ermm.. irk with disgust at them. for every briefing, they were seen sitting conveniently beside each other. *yucker* ok ok.. not that i was jealous or anything.. i mean, common.. you’re in uniform. where’s the sense of professionalism..?? *urgh* 

my posting in ward 45A was so-so. if not for the very lovable patients and the funny and hardworking HCAs, i would have loathe my pasting there..! seriously. oh yes.. have i told you about my CI..? Mr. Buddy Tan. OMG! i cannot stand him babble! he can go on and on and on and ON! OMG!! i think he’s like the direct decendent of ermmm.. whats her name again… oh, fark! i forgot her name. dammit..! ya, well.. my point is.. he can just talk alot la! (:

i stayed like 2 weeks at my grandma’s place. been fun and relaxing and enjoyable. just us.. me, grandma, cousin and my busu! not that i got to see him everytime.. but it was cool. its times like those that brought back memories of us (me and my cousin) when we’re little. we were brought up by my grandma and my late grandad. (god bless his soul). PL also put up at her friend’s place not far away from my grandma’s place.. so everyday we would meet up and walk together to IMH. with my leg lke this, u can imagine how i walked. sometimes, hmmm.. idk.. should i go jalan raya with them..? can they tolerate my slow-ness..? (is there even such a word..?) hmmm.. anyways.. Yeah, we would walk to and from IMH. its great to have company when you walk..

2 weeks came and gone. and when i realised, i was back home. on the 3rd week, i had my Polyclinic posting. OMG! like.. it was freaking boring la, initially. there were staffs who treats you like you’re invisible and there were staffs who treat you like their personal maid, ordering you to do this and that. and thanx to my lucky stars, i got both that treatment. so, i just persevered and tolerated with their nonsense.. anywho, it was just for a week. 5 days. in my head, common.. lets get this over and done with.. but my preceptor was nice. so, thank god for that. (:

and not forgetting, we turned 5 months. but thats another story. (:

updates for month of October.

Hari Raya! has been a smashing raya so far.. i feel like, there’s alot of improvements our family have made. personal achievements have yet to be met.. but im happy. (:

Halim’s birthday s coming soon. hahaha. mine will follow suit. (: goshh, i feel so old. 24. six more years and i’ll hit the big 30! but its ok. i’ve planned the direction of my life and by god’s will, i will get there. its just a matter of time.. *smiles*

ok ok.. i guess, thats about it..? i pormise i’ll update again more soon. oh trust me. i still ALOT to blog! im just keeping it for the time being..

cheers.

ps: HAPPY LEBARAN to all. maaf zahir & batin. (:

oh well. dont ask me whats up with that title. i asked him for a random sentence and thats the best he can do.. wth??!?!

anyways.. im into my 2nd week of break. and ermm.. 2nd day of ramadan. im also having my period. 1st day today.

lets see.. been wanting to update my blog since a couple of days ago but donno why my internet connection was so fark(ed) up. only today, its a bit speeedy..

so.. where shall i begin..?

bbq was a blast.

a fight broke out between us and a fark(ed) up indian camper camping beside us. that night was the 1st night i saw busu flared up. he wanted to murder her. and that was the night i saw him drunk. and oh yes.. we celebrated his birthday too!

when i heard him shouted, my chest was pounding! like seriously. so farking loud!! i gotta admit. i was scared stiff! hahaha.

yeah.. i know.. should have recorded the scene! hahaha..

oh well.. i guess, i can never have too much excitement for the day.. my sibs played water wrestling. when wawa and gang came, we played the all-famous charades. hahaha.. his two younger brothers are so cute. you should have seen them do the actions. and oh ya. i got them mixed up. till now, i donno which one is Hafiz and which one is Faiz.. hahaha..

We played taiti the whole night. well.. i played two games. i lost the 1st one. and at that time, i didnt know they have a forfeit for those who lost a game. loser will have to drink a shot. yeah, so.. i drank. tasted awful..!!! thank god i won the 2nd game. and after that, i quit. hahaha.. we slept only at 5am.

taufiq and my bro caught some fish. hahaha. they are fishing fans!

i was all emo that night. i donno why. i cried myself to sleep. thinking about stuffs. till my head hurts and my nose blocked! so yeah.. hmmmm..

alot of food that night. bbq, steam boat, epok2, crabmeat rolls, fried bee hoon / rice, otak2.. too much food that we can still bbq the next day! hahaha.. we woke up at 7am. continue to bbq.. some of them started to pack up.. me..? jumped into the sea with ani..!! hahaha..

boten anna sounded at around 7.30am. hahaha.. HE CAME! ahakz! well.. hmmm.. never mind.. glad he turned up. (:

we left the place at about 11 plus 12..?? reached home at around 1pm. caught in the rain again! hahaha. he was soaked. im sorry! hahaha.. so, reached home, washed up and ate lunch! (:

laze around. he left at about 3..? i helped my mum clean up here and there.. my sibs..? well.. they were snoring after lunch! i got my shut eye at around 5pm.. slept till next day 9am. hahahaha..

got to know that my mum was retrenched. not actually retrenched la.. its a cessation of contract.. so now, she’s at home..

finally got my uniform altered. my pants was like too big, i can easilly hide a whole chicken! hahaha.. and today…. i helped my dad paint the house.. i picked the colour! and its so farking nice!!! hahaha.. so nice! its true, its true. (:

hmmm.. attachment soon! hope it will be a breeze.. with my back still hurting.. im taking panadol now. i know its no good but it helps, alot. shucks!

ok ok.. so.. i guess till here.. there’s still alot i wanna blog but look at the time..

time check: 12MN.

abit sleepy. hahaha. going out tmr to get more paint..! weeeeeee..~

ya ya. so, thats it.

ciao.

ahakz!

lets see..

Tuesday was here and gone. and you know how is epent it..? i watched old old movies on my lappy!! hahaha.. it was like the OLDIES MOVIES MARATHON.

the 1st movie was..

1. HAIRSPRAY (thats like the 3rd time i watched it in 2 days!)

2. GRANDMA’S BOY

3. I NOW PRONOUNCED YOU CHUCK & LARRY

4. THE HEARTBREAK KID

and i also saw online movies..

1. WITCH HOUSE 3

2. DEAD BODIES

so.. yeah..

6 movies in one day!! and its not enough. its like.. while i was watching, my mum or some one else would call me to do some errands.. my butt was banned from glueing itself from my chair.. so, how to be fully satisfied like that..??

ok ok.. after slacking infront of the lappy, i went out to get dinner.. hahaha.. went down to the store behind my house and got some western food for the family.. (:

Mid week wednesday…

so.. finally, today, i went to the doctor’s. got some painkillers. which didnt work for me.. and i got an ointment to rub my back with. did an x-ray.. and ermm.. to be really honest, the dr couldnt really do anything much for me.. she said, if the pain still persist, i have to go to my speciallist ortho doctor in KKH.. like wth..??

hmmm..

any ways.. im all good.. i think!! (: occasional pain here and there still.. but, im good. im good. its true, its true.. hahaha..

after that, went to my grandma’s house in hougang. had to run some errands for her.. caught in the rain. was soaking wet. inside out from head to toe..!!!

after that’s settled, we picked up mummy from work.. she got her pay today and she treated us to lunch. a late lunch! we ate at woodlands at around 3.30pm.. after that, we went off and picked up my bro from work.. and from woodlands, we went to IKEA. in tampines was it…?? hahaha..

caught in the rain again! i tell you, my clothes were from dry to wet to dry to wet again!! hahah.. super chilly! so.. we got what we wanted from ikea..

my mum with her vase..

my bro with his mattress and comforter..

me..?? nah.. i didnt get anything.. its like every week we went there.. sick and tired of the place already.!! hahaha.. after IKEA, we went to ChongPang. the pasar in my neighbourhood.. now, my mum wanted to find bedsheets.. i dont understand why she couldnt get them bedsheets at ikea as well.. would definately save us the time from going one place to another..!!!!

so.. we finally reached home at 7.30pm. oh yes, my clothes have already dried the 3rd time then..!!

so, i washed up.. fed my kittens.. watched some teevee and voi la.. here i am..!! (: oh well…. nobody wants to chat with me.. they all have the "busy" sign beside their nick.. sent some SOAD songs to taufiq.. glad he liked it! (: me..? i LOVE SOAD!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..~~ ok ok..

time check : 2310hrs..

gonna take my meds and hit the sack soon..

hope he had fun shisha-ing with his friends!! and ermm.. in case you’re wondering, yes, you’re invited to the BBQ too!! that is if you wanna come la..

oh well….. i dont understand his last comment to me… like..??? hmmm.. late wishes ehk..?? i guess.. its better late than never..?? if dont want to wish pon never mind uh! im not forcing what…. whatever la ehk.. thanx anyway….

**rolls eyes**

ps: my ex msged me today.. like so random..!!! he asked me out.. i didnt know what to reply.. i wanted to turn down the offer but i donno how to say it without hurting his feelings.. so.. i didnt reply.. hmmm..

*need help*

in deep thots. wont be sleeping with a peaceful mind tonight..

*hurhur*

hey!

holidays are just arouund the corner! yessa!

last paper will be on Friday! yayness!

Pharmaco. will be as easy as ABC! hahahaha.. so, ok. here goes.. i know its still VERY early to say anything.. but, hmmm.. i can sense the innuendo of ALOT OF C’s (and prolly D’s) in my result slip! hahahaha.. yup. as usual, GPA will drop even further!! but just please please please dont lemme sit for any subpapers!

*prays*

ok ok.. so bio paper is finally over and done with.. ermm.. MCQs was surprisingly EASY. (if you’ve studied) knowing me, well.. hmmmm… i just wish i could turn back time, spend my time studying instead of sleeping!! hahahaha.. *bum*

and ermm.. SAQs.. 3 choices were given. 20 marks each. suppose to do 2. Microbiology, Immunology or Ageing. I had planned before hand to do Micro and Ageing. It took me great pains to memorise the concepts of ageing.. but when i saw the paper.. i ended doing micro and immuno.. hahaha.. and thanx to PL! she went thru last minute about the non-specific responses of our body. and it was the same question that came out for the exam! in my heart was like… oh my god! PL. thanx alot!!!!!! hahahaha.. so.. i guess, i should thank my lucky stars.. and PL.. hahaha..

so, it boils down to this, I HOPE I WONT HAVE TO DO ANY SUBPAPERS!!!!!!! urgh! oh no! ELECTIVES! damn! im so fark(ed)!!!!

alaaaaaaa..

*keeping my fingers crossed*

please pray for me too!! better get my pharmaco facts right! mmmm.. ok ok.. till here..

oh yes.. wawa, taufiq and ahmad asked me to study with them tmr at PASIR RIS! so damn far! and knowing them, they wont study!!!

hmmm..

…..

-.-??

ok.. so, its the weekend! hahaha.. and for 3 weekends in a row, im not working, how cool is that..? that is the power of EXAMS! hahahah..

anyways, did some reading on Pharmacology for about 1.5hrs or perhaps 2 hours max and i couldnt take it anymore.. distractions, distractions.. 1. teevee. the olympics.. who can resist that temptation..? and 2. my lappy. internet. whose line is it anyway and wasting my time blogging.. hahaha..

so.. hmmm.. idk why suddenly i made myself a cuppa coffee. 3 in 1 coffee by OWL.. yeah, a little improvisation, added some coffee mate to make it thick and i found myself couldnt stop sipping it to the last drop!! wth..? for the 1st time in my life, i found coffee to be nice..?? hahaha but then, the bitter taste is still in my mouth and in my breath.. yuck. i mean.. ok idk what i mean.. like they all say, "there’s a first time for everything.." dammit. the quesy feeling in my tummy is acting up again.. im feeling nauseated now.. thats why i dont favour coffee..!! urgh!

heading off to study with Azlin soon.. haha.

hoping to cover Mental Health by tonight..!! *fingers crossed!*

peace & love. (:

time flies.

already we’ve sat for the 2nd paper. abnormal psychology and behavior modification. the paper was tough. especially abnormal psychology.

i donno why i hate the idea of checking answers AFTER we’ve sat for the paper.. i mean, it makes me look dumb infront of everyone. most of the time, my answers will be WRONG!

urgh.

so yeah, i keep emphasizing why check the answers when you’ve already submit the papers for marking..? oh well.. its like worrying for nothing. lets just be happy even if its for a short period of time, get things off your mind and focus on the other 3 papers..

ok. u know what..? initially, i was so confident of passing the adult nursing paper.. but after CHECKING the answers with a couple of frenz, i think i might have to take the subpaper for that module.. see what i mean..?? bursting my own bubble..

urrrgghh!!

im dumb! im sooOo dumb! and yeah, i have to repeat my ELECTIVE paper as well. the paper sucked! its so damn hard! i mean, electives are suppose to pull your GPA up, right..? and it only consists of 2 bloody points or something.. come on la.. its KILLING me! god! give me the strength to pull thru!!

anyways, on a different note altogether, i saw a bit of olympics this afternoon. and congratulations to Singapore’s 100metres runner Calvin something.. didnt manage to see what his surname was.. anyways, he was running in lane 2 and he managed to come in 6th. well, at least he didnt came in last right..? and he was running side by side with world number 4 runner from was it USA or Belaruz..? hmm not sure either.. hahaha.. anyways, thats beside the point. high jumpers were so hot! the women! oh my god! i didnt know high jump is a sexy sport..!! hahaha.. i especially love their costumes they wear..! some sort of a swimming costume style.. nice la.. especially USA’s and GERMANY’s..!! i love the colours and the designs..!! hahaha..

ok ok. enough of olympics. hahaha..

and so, i had a dream about HIM again last night.. this time, prem was there too..!! can u believe that..? prem of all people..! hahahaha.. the dream was so funny la.. we were cycling the 3 of us.. then its like we were on a mission to find this dilapidated house.. and in this house, we have to find a treasure.. i found the house. we had to do leapard crawl, climb a hill, go thru a narrow hole, climb the stairs, jump here jump there, go thru an indian’s house.. oh my lord! what kindda dream is this..?? hahahaha.. so funny! ok ok.. nevermind, im sure im talking non-sense here.. but hey, it was my dream. and it was wih HIM!! so, who cares.. hahaha..

weekends are finally here. but cannot enjoy worrr.. must study! havent touched my BIO book. and its like on wednesday! i went to the library just now to study. a good 2 hours of mental health. managed to cover 2 topics.. so proud of myself.. (:

well.. i guess till here.. will update again some other day..

ps: tribz, im sure we can make it amisdt the difficulties we’re facing..! hang in there babe. like im always hanging. *hugz*

ok. first paper done.

Adult Nursing. i donno why i felt confident in passing the paper. lemme repeat again. PASSING. not A’s-ing. saw tribz in the morning just before we proceeded into the examination hall. she was not having notes in her hands. so, yeah. she seemed really confident. she was also radiating this positive aura that she’s gonna hit the papers and score really well.. im so happy to see her like that. confident and so full of life.. (: way to go triby!! (:

as usual, didnt meet buffay before the paper. only saw her after the paper. hahaha. and she said her MCQs sucked. oh yes! tribz said the same too. she said MCQs are so damn tricky.. i looked at both of them in awe. in disagreement.. hmmm.. im sure they are lying. if i can attempt the MCQs, i am pretty sure they can do MUCH MUCH better than me! seriously. so, its either they are lying or I AM DEAD MEAT. ok ok. i think im dead meat. cos, i dont think they are lying. there was 50 MCQs. and by the look of things, i’ll get like 20 right. hmmm.. but but butttttt… SAQ! i donno but i think SAQs were a give away! 4 SAQs. Hypertension, Asthma, Environmental Health and Hypovolaemic Shock. hahaha.. the first 3 was alright. the last one.. hmmm.. well.. we shall see when results come back.. (:

so.. my most desired wish was answered last night. HE finally called me after like what, 1 week of absence..? hmmm.. just to be able to hear HIS voice.. oh.. sweet serenade to my ears..! (: but but butttttt.. HIS voice sounded different. HE’s sick. my poor poor boyfriend. been falling sick like soooOo many times!! better build up your immunity dear.. HE called me on my other number which came to me as another shock la. i was emo-ing on my bed, singing along to Eva & Ezad’s Dua Insan song when suddenly, BOTEN ANNA sounded. hahahaha.. a smile carved on my face.. its always like this, when i wanted HIM to call me, HE wouldnt. but just as i gave up waiting for HIS call, HE calls me.. oh well.. i guess, hmmmmm..

i am suppose to be studying now. in the library with buffay, lin, wawa, ahmad, taufiq and ad. slasher will be coming soon. hahaha. so its like almost a complete ‘extended family’ again. heheh.. ok ok. promise will study ok. (:

so, i guess.. ABN PSY & BEH MOD is tomorrow. 4-5pm. morning, im gonna come here again to study. (:

wish me luck and pray for me ok.. (:

oh ya! in the midst of revision just now, BOTEN ANNA sounded again. hahaha.. i love you la for giving me all these small surprises!! weeeeeeeeee..~

ok da da..

gotta head back to me books. going to the loo with azlin now…

peace.

ho ho ho.

so.. its noon now. am stil at the library. trying hard to concentrate. am doing my ABN PSY now but i donno why everytime i flip a page, my eyes felt like closing by themselves. hahaha. although im blasting songs into my ear drums. its not working! hahaha.. well.. i think its the "studying-alone-syndrome" kicking in.

studying mode on. currently listening to techno, jumpstyle and hardstyle songs. i think im like addicted to them! keeps my head bobbing up and down. hahah.. people might think i’ve gone mad or something.. hahah..

in the library now. not many people. tables are still empty. not like yesterday. it was like freaking packed yesterday. i had to share my table with some rowdy chinese males and a boyish-chinese-girl. i saw her again today, looking for her friends in the library. she was carrying her ore. i assumed she’s from dragonboat club. hmmm.. no wonder la.. hahahaha..

stayed till 8pm yesterday. more than 10hrs in the library. quite productive i might say. got to do my way overdue drugs for Pharmacology. well, not all la.. About 8..? hahaha.. nicely done. decorated somemore. maybe i spent too much time decorating la thats why.. but thats me, i dont like to do slip-shot work la.. okok, and i brought along my MIMS and Pharmaco textbook. managed to label the drugs and do some further reading on pharmacokinetics and all those stuffs.. so, i was being this good and disciplined girl yesterday! hahahaha.. *woohoo*

watched abit of Whose Line Is It Anyway too! COLIN & RYAN never fail to crack me up! crazy bastards! fellas! **trying to cut down the number of vulgarities i say per day**

ok ok. better head back to my ABN PSY now!

wish me luck people! (:

ps: why buffay and tribz dont want to study with me..? *hurhur*

to be or not to be..

thats the question. ok. i donno why i have the feeling of being neglected by the people around me..

call me paranoid call me emotional but thats what im feeling now; neglected. hmmm.. why?

im right here. why isnt anyone talking to me..? nudging me..? asking how my day has been..? asking how im doing..?

i donno why i feel so moody.. maybe its because, im having a migraine. my right side of my head us throbbing like mad. was contemplating whether i should take any painkillers. but i think, im gonna take it and go straight to bed.. so unbearable..

moody..? it could also be due to that time of the month.. my brother always comlains that whenever its that time of the month, i wont be as friendly or cheerful like always.. this mood swings i have.. but i cant help it.. thats the way i feel.. so i behave that way too.. is it wrong.??

*sighs*

caught abit of olympics this morning. there were alot of super cute gay guys! hahaha.. gymnastics. hahaha.. but the effort they put in, gotta give a credit to that..

and women weight lifters.. they look uber scary!! esp those from china and japan. short and stout and muscular. no breasts too. but i gotta give it a hand to Zhen Chen Xie. she won gold medal for weight lifting. she lifted up like 115kg worth of weights..! imagine that! kudos to her!

wrote notes for adult nursing today. managed to cover only 3 topics. CAD, Chest Pain & Heart Failure. god! how slow can i be..? hahaha.. buffay have already covered the whole book..!! *hurhur*

ok ok. will continue to write notes tomorrow. ahaha..

NDP was a bummer. the part i like best about NDP is the MARCH PAST. The parade where all the diferent contingents march in and the F16 fly past and of course the military band. they ply the same march songs year after year.. hahah.. and the fireworks! was breathtaking!! was suppose to catch them LIVE with someone but well….. hmmm.. priorities.. *shrugz* motivators’ uniform was better i see. shirt and berms. more comfy. plus it was raing heavily just now.. cloudy.. just the perfect weather to cuddle under the covers.. oh well… keep on dreaming bingz!!! buffay and tribz were not here to cuddle with u.. *hurhur*

anyways.. his excellency mr president s.r nathan was uber sweet! while checking the parade, he actually stopped and talked to like 4 of the guards unit.. and just before he left the celebrations, he shook hands with the participants. young old abled and special people too. how sweet can he be..??? and m.m lee kuan yew! he is like uber cute. wearing the red poncho!! hahahaha.. wish i was there to shake his hand. he’s my hero. both of them! (:

that was basically how i spent my public holiday today. at home. with notes listening to techno music while writing my notes. how sad was that..?

stop complaining, bingz!

okok.. im going to bed.

*hurhur* emo me.

ps: good luck for your soccer match tmr.